Monday, June 14, 2010

The Realization of Charselle


I am grateful for bodacity and the roof over my head, curiosity and my computer, survival of the brightest and my wits, my ability to'yee-haw and my health and the opportunity to make it better.

Today I am starting a project to realize myself. One of the first steps is to feel good now! When I succumb to depression the only thing I 'realize' is sleep. This is not what I am trying to achieve in my life. Trust me I am grateful that I can sleep. But when the ugly big 'D' comes on the scene... escape has always been in sleep. Maybe that wasn't such a bad thing maybe I did need to 'recharge' but now I need to consciously move forward. Starting my day with meditation was great ...check out www.myinnerworld.com ... guided meditations under the 'meditation tree'.

today the universe is asking that I take a step in resolving my transportation situation...two things towards that today would be calling DMV and calling Patrick 'The magnificent mechanic' ....well, I've been on hold with DMV for 15 minutes...eventually someone must answer...and she did...now to email Patrick...

What is being realized? I see it as living to my full potential, to the best of my ability. What are the aspects of life necessary to be realized? I have broken it down to 10 categories that one needs to explore to reach satisfaction and self-awareness-acceptance. For me these are the aspects of myself that I must address to reach my higher-self:

1. Knowledge/wisdom
2. Spirituality/belief system
3. family/community
4. abundance/wealth
5. travel/the journey/helpful people
6. creativity
7. Love
8. Character/Fame
9. Purpose/Life Path
10. Health/Fun

Why not start with fun!